This book is a replay of my life, my pain, and how God saved me inspite of myself. This is the sorted details of a life hell bent on self-destruction and how I almost succeeded in not only destroying my life but the lives of my children. This book is meant to give hope and strength to those in recovery, and those who continue to struggle with addiction. And most of all it is meant to give strength to the children of addicts and alcoholics that have lost all hope. God can God WILL. HE IS FAITHFUL.